Feed on
Posts
Comments

I bought a softball glove this weekend to play in the college vs. high school game. I realize that I fit in neither of these categories, sparing only that I work with the high school - thus meaning I played on the high school team.

When I told Karen that I was playing in a softball game this weekend her (highly appropriate) response was “really?” I want to make it clear that I wouldn’t ever consider myself an asset in a sporting event. However, I have removed myself from the category “athletically challenged” to what I think is more appropriately deemed “athletically inconsistent”. Before the actual practice Jared and I practiced catching and throwing.

I throw like a girl. I can catch alright, except at key times - like during a game for example. This causes a great deal of frustration given that I am incredibly competitive and I just don’t like not being “good at stuff.”

Hitting is the most consistent out of these three components of softball, and probably was my only redeeming factor in that game (I know why “right field” was my starting position). I tend to pull, but still managed to get on base most of the time and score a run (almost two!). We even lost the game, but I didn’t care. I rode that high for the rest of the evening. And the way I see it, I have a whole year to practice.

art|chives

I have the itch and I have finally started the skeleton layout for my teaching portfolio. I was originally going to put it on this website, but it will probably just be linked under the portfolio tab. The website is called art|chives, and it will showcase some of my art, lesson plans, teaching philosophy, and artist’s statement - among a few other things. Alongside it I will also be working on a hard copy of my portfolio as well as a PDF version to download. My goal is to finish this by the end of the month. Your feedback is welcome, as I am going to try to make the website representative of myself as much as possible.

banana

Well, it’s an exciting day for my sister, Hannah, who is now 22. Not only is her name a palindrome, but now her name will traipse along side that fantastic little tidbit for the next year, until it recommences on birthday 33.

Hannah also left for Africa 2.0 to go work with Sky Ranch in Kenya for a month. I say 2.0 because she went last summer as well. I am thoroughly convinced that my sister was born to live there and I wouldn’t be surprised if after graduation (this December) she packed up and just moved. She is incredibly passionate and children and missions, so knowing her and her gifts, this makes perfect sense.

Other things that add to this making sense:

She can go days without showering
She can go even longer without shaving her legs
She’ll always up for an adventure, and try just about anything once
She’s really athletic
She’s an amazing communicator, extremely funny and and extremely candid

Now Hannah and I have not always gotten along, and still have a very different M.O. My first memory of her is when my Karen and my Dad were dating, probably engaged. Hannah was two and I was five. Thus far in my life I had been an only child, and quite frankly, a brat. I had never had to share and my soon-to-be stepsister had picked up a fake plastic lipstick that had fallen out of my dress-up purse. Outraged, I grabbed the first thing within my reach - my Dad’s baseball. Raring to hit her, I wound my arm back to throw it - or at least to fake her out with the threat of an ended life. Lucky for her I didn’t show any signs of athletic coordination until some eighteen years later. My only defense being a proficiency at hair pulling.

So we definitely started out on the right foot, and I think this illustrates my knack for leaving wonderful first impressions.

Hannah is beautiful. Her laugh is infectious and her compassion permeates all that she does. She is lovely, and worthwhile, and to be fought for. She is doing wonderful things for the Kingdom and I am proud of her.

I decided I should probably write a list of goals given that I am a student again. I guess there is really only one goal, and that is to get my certification in line by the end of the year, and so maybe a list of benchmarks?

1. Apply for Grad School.

2. Get into Grad School.

3. Call the College of Education, the Grad School and the Student Accounting and Registrar’s offices 107 times to confirm all the ducks I need to get in a row.

4. Register for one. ever-loving. class.

5. Register for Content and PPR.

6. Study like Sarahthe.

7. Finish up portfolio.

8. Take Content and PPR in November.

9. Get a teaching job because you passed all your tests and got an A in class.

Aaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnd much much later on:

10. Get a MA in Art Education/Art History/Educational Administration and then a masters masters and then a doctorate?

I am all of the sudden really stressed out.

Well, I was admitted to grad school today.

After a long, hard, week, Katie and I decided last night was a night to go out.

We decide that we were going to eat dinner and Life’s a Beach. Our waiter was nice enough. My favorite part was while he took our order, he was looking 18 inches below our eyes and asking if we wanted a dinner salad with our coconut shrimp. Katie was quite disgusted and so I told her that next time you notice it’s happening to make the gesture about them and say “Like ‘em?”. This action is humiliating to the perpetrator and ultimately makes them a little more gun shy. Just think of it as one less.

After demonstrating, another male waiter comments on his seeing it.

I start laughing.

Katie is now mortified and bright red.

Later on when we are reliving the moment on the way home, I remind her that I have no shame.

She says “I know.”

jane college

I hesitantly pressed the submit button when I submitted my grad school application today.

Now granted, this isn’t life and death here.  I am applying to retake a class that I didn’t do so hot in during undergrad the summer before I student taught.  I have absolutely no excuses outside of the fact that the senioritis was almost unbearable.

So I applied, and so that’s one step closer to getting ready to do what I really want to do - teach art.

Some other things that happened recently:

  • I got my ears lowered - mixed feelings about it still, so maybe when I get a chance I’ll post a picture.
  • I started and am nearly finished reading the manuscript to a friend’s book that I am really excited about.
  • I visited the art museum with J.  I did not get in trouble for getting too close to the art this time.
  • Zip blew up a balloon.
  • The Midlo fireworks rivaled that of the Civil War.
  • Saturday was like Super Summer reunion day.

So maybe you wonder: why the mixtape?

Music and art are inextricably linked in my head when it comes to my creative outlet. I have also been making mixes since I could press the record button on my Fisher-Price Cassette Player. Music stirs my affections for Christ.

I began exploring this idea during the fall of my senior year of college when I took a watercolor class. I had to create a diptych painting as one of the assignments. The painting, in which a friend of mine now owns, had a CD that had one song on it. The CD served to balance the composition physically (acting as the sun in the painting), as well as conceptually (when the CD was being played while viewing the painting). Since then I have made similar paintings, as well as pushed the idea further with making the CD itself a work of art with the insert, the CD (painting directly on it), and a mix burned onto the CD. This is the furthest I have gotten onto this concept - making the art portable and playing more on the idea of “mixed media”.

To me the mix is sort of an art form itself. I relate music to memories. In hearing a song I can remember a certain time, what I was wearing/feeling, where I was, etc. To me it encapsulates the moment, and so I probably put way to much thought into a mix that another may have just thrown together.

In Indian Aesthetics, there is the rasa theory. Rasa literally translates to taste/relish/flavor…as it pertains to art and the experience and emotional satisfaction that is created (more-so in the confines of music, dramatic poetry and architecture because they contain the element of time). Like western culture, their music has an octave with a type of solfege that can be rearranged into a melody, called a raga. What is particularly interesting to me is that a proficient musician is said to be able to manipulate the notes and intervals in a raga to create an emotive response. While I don’t track with Buddhist/Hindu philosophies - I think this a beautiful description.

So this music that stirs my affections for Christ - how do I use this and art for His glory? I am still working through how this plays out in my life. For now here’s what I’m listening to as of late:

1. Strawberry Swing - Coldplay

2. Reasons to Love You - Meiko

3. Divine Romance - Phil Wickham

4. Where the Streets Have No Name - U2

5. Bottle It Up - Sara Bareilles

6. Pork and Beans - Weezer

7. Homecoming - Kanye West

8. Time’s A Wastin’ - June Carter/Carl Smith

9. Wild Horses - Rolling Stones

10. Big Love - Lindsey Buckingham (from The Dance)

“You may all go to Hell, and I will go to Texas.”
-Davy Crockett

happy camper

I keep trying to write about camp and reflect on the greatness that it was, but the flow is not there so a list will have to suffice.

Here are things I enjoyed at camp:

the awesome worship, quiet times, and teaching

getting to know Midlo folks better.

serving alongside J, and seeing him interact with students and other leaders

getting to know/hanging out with my cabin full of seniors/graduates

the fact that my cabin did all of the following:

  • went to bed on time
  • slept in (meaning they did not wake up at the crack of dawn to straighten their hair)
  • ate together
  • worshipped together
  • hung out together
  • (did not) have camp romances

dancing

singing

sand volleyball

worship

sweet shop date with B

catching people making purple/doing PDA

Things that I did not enjoy:

mosquitoes.

I am back at work, sneezy…not to be confused with sleazy.

« Newer Posts - Older Posts »